Thursday, May 29, 2008

SO MUCH TO SAY SO LITTLE TIME!

Steve & I came to the Library we just miss being able to log and check out who all is visiting us and our sweet angel, who by the way is getting VERY LARGE for mommy's tummy (I can't figure out who is more uncomfortable - me or him). WE ARE STILL WAITING for everything to go through on the apartment. WE have been going through the roughest days hours minutes and seconds of our life's the journey has become at time unbearable. Just barley able to breath at times... this is how I feel and I know Steve is over whelmed to say the least. STILL we wouldn't trade the moments of hearing Elijah's heart beat and seeing him tumble around inside of me. OR the times that Josiah runs up to me or climbs on me just to kiss his brother or to hear him sing his brothers name. When Kayla is home with us hearing her talk to and about him and feeling her overwhelming love pour out all over her brother in my tummy WE WOULD NEVER TRADE ALL THE SORROW AND UNBEARABLE PAIN WE BEAR THESE DAYS.
And as though we were not already under so much pressure from our daily struggles not only the apartment situation,but my father in law suffered a major heart attack and has been in the hospital ICU for about three weeks. I NEED TO GO NOW BUT HAVE SO MUCH MORE TO SAY!!!!! JUST RAN OUT OF TIME ON THIS COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate not having my own computer at moms house!!!! please pray for us this SAT we will be having Elijah's shower at church and I'm nervous I have pic's to share of my growing baby boy and also pray for Kayla's mom to let her come to the shower

11 comments:

  1. Hey Maria,

    It's so good to see you here. I have been praying for you and will continue to as I add your other requests to my list. I hope you have the most wonderful time at your shower for Elijah and that God pours out His blessings on you. I am sorry you are so rushed and have no computer of your own to use there. I am praying God blesses you with one soon. I love you guys and am praying for Elijah so much. God bless and keep you my friend.

    Love, Laurie in So. Ca.

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  2. i've been reading abit of your blog, i got the site from todd and angie's website that your friend left. I just want to say how sorry i am that you and your family are going thru this. I am sure praying for you and all the other parents that are going thru some of the same situations. What a joy is it at least, that we as Christians have HOPE. We do not moarn like those who do not have hope.You will get to hold and see your baby again, it isn't the end. I pray for peace for you all.

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  3. I am praying for you and your family. I have been reading your blog every now and then. I am so sorry that you have to endure this pain, no mother should have to. Just remember, we do not moarn like those who have no hope! You have hope! You will one day get to hold your baby and be w/ him forever! This is not the end. I will pray that God gives you peace now and in the days to come. If you ever feel like having a "email pal" feel free to contact me I will try to lift you up as often as i can! kirklandfam4@aol.com is my email address, please use if you feel a need.

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  4. Steve and Marie - even though I don't always post, I check in on you guys all the time and send constant love and strength your way.
    I hope that the apartment works out, that you guys get internet sorted and that Kayla can come to the shower - all those little details need to be sorted out so you can focus on your little boy.
    Thinking of you, Karoline

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  5. Hi Maria and Steve,

    Praying hard for you guys this weekend and hope that everything is going okay as can be for you. I miss you here, I really do and pray that Elijah is growing strong. I love this little guy and pray Gods best for him and for you.

    Love, Laurie in So. Ca.

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  6. You are on my mind and heart and I am praying for you.

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  7. Hey Maria and Steve,

    Can I say that I miss you guys so much here? I wish I had a computer and access I could give you. I think about you all day long and pray that things are going okay for you and hoping for your apartment to come through, and for Elijah, and for you.
    My prayers continue for you. May He meet your every need.

    Love and Hugs, Laurie in Ca.

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  8. I will be praying for each of your needs knowing God will hold you up when you cannot stand, he will give you breath when you feel you cannot take one more breath!

    Much Love,

    Kristy

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  9. Thinking of you and praying for you and Elijah and the whole family. You are beautiful!

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  10. Hi Steve and Marie;

    I am still checking on on you every day and sending much love and hope your way.
    Karoline

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  11. I am thinking about you guys and praying every single day that you are doing okay. There is no way of knowing how you are and it is scarey. I am praying hard. I hope you are back soon. I miss you Maria and I am praying for Elijah.

    Love you, Laurie in So. Ca.

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