GOOD NIGHT FIVE, SEE YOU IN THE MORNING SIX YEAR OLD!!!

* IM BEING AN EMOTIONAL MOMMY* TOMORROW IS MY BIG BOYS 6th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! SIX!!!! oh five you were tons of fun, having a five year old was a life long dream, fullfilled!!! For some reason id always think "oh it must be so much fun to have a FIVE YEAR OLD" Josiah Steven Douglas, (i know someday you will be able to read this, since youre learning to read so fast!) I am so proud to be YOUR mommy. as Ive told you many many times since the day you were born, "YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS GIFT FROM HEAVEN"

Having you in my belly for almost eight months and waiting to hold you, wondering who you would look like, what you would like to do, Daddy and I always asked eachother do you think he will have YELLOW(blond) hair or BLACK well we all know YOU HAVE (in your exact words to date) "Lello eyes and Lello hair" YOUR PERSONALITY AND HEART LIGHT UP MY LIFE AND SINCE THE DAY I KNEW YOU I HAVE LOVED YOU. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!!!
I cant wait to see how much fun we will have in year SIX of your life!! Thank you son, for loving Jesus with all your heart, for being such a happy boy but most importantly i thank you son because you always listen to Jesus and share what Hes pouring into your heart!!!

I know weve had our sad days and our bad days and our mad days too But 'Siah the best is yet to come and like we Douglas' always say: Phillipians 4:13 I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH.
MOMMY LOVES YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND IM THE HAPPIEST WHEN YOU SAY, "mommy you are my best friend" I LOVE THAT I AM YOUR BEST FRIEND SON!

C'mon BIG SIX LETS DO THIS!!!

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An Exciting Milestone for OUR first born.... hes not a baby anymore

Tonight after dinner, Steve walked into the dining room and says, "Siah put your shoes on son" Josiah smiles huge and says, "oh i know dad we're going on *spells(so Haliah doesnt cry)*
B-I-K-E!" Steve says no we're going to do a FATHER SON thing :) Siah smiles and I ask CAN I GO? Siah says, "mom you know you cant do any tough moves or stuff like boys do!!"

He PROUDLY walks out with his daddy and jumps in the truck!!! after quite a while they return and Siah is WALKING EVER SO TALL and says "MOM, THATS IT NOW, IM A REAL DINUBA WRESTLER!!! I'M A WRESTLER JUST LIKE MY DADDY AND MY NINO!!! and mom I can do this so dont freak out okay, im a tough kid and I'm a Douglas PLUS MOM REMEMBER, "I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH JESUS CHRIST WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH"

I'M PROUDLY, JOYFULLY, EMOTIONALY EXCITED!!!!! and i think i might cry at his first match HAAAHAAA

New Seasons, New beginnings; always carrying our Elijah in our hearts!

This passed week, during a conversation with Kayla, she told me, "mom we need to update our Elijah blog, because I was at school and I was asked how many brothers and sisters I have and I came onto Elijah's blog and mom we have tons of great memories on here"

SO HERE WE ARE!!!!!

Kayla is 13 years old and beautifully breathtaking; it isnt just her apprearance but her character, personality and heart of gold. She loves God with all her heart. She has on several occasions reminded us of the techings of faith we raised her on in the past seven years weve been a family. She encourages us and inspires us to never lose faith, to always keep the hope and to trust that God has a very special plan for our lives! Kayla is an OUTSTANDING softball player and her mom has done a great job inspiring her to aspire and dream big.

Josiah is just about to turn 6 in December; he still has a growing passion for worship and plays his guitar on the church worship team. He is attending kindergarten and loves to play baseball, and every other messy loud BOY thing :) he has recently started to spend SEVERAL minutes in front of the mirror "fixing his cool spikes" YIKERS!!!!!

Haliah is now 1 and a half. She has brought so much laughter and joy to our mending hearts :) Haliah LOVES baby dolls. she loves to follow Pator Stela around :)

We are living in Dinuba, (NEW UNEXPECTED BLESSING IN DISGUISE)

*PICTURES SOON TO FOLLOW PLUS A BLOG MAKE OVER :)*

FEBRUARY 13th THREE YEARS AGO TODAY WE FOUND OUT ELIJAH WAS OUR PERFECT BABY BOY WITH HIS BRAIN OUTSIDE HIS HEAD. (ive gotta write in comment from ph)

Its almost feb 13th... THREE YEARS AGO WE FOUND OUT ABOUT ELIJAHS HEAD.

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